<h3><SPAN name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII" />CHAPTER VII</h3>
<h4>CECILIA'S GOSPEL</h4>
<p>The rain gradually ceased falling as we drove onward and upward to the
station. It stood on high ground, overlooking a wide sweep of downland
and fallow, bordered towards the west by close-set woodlands, purple
that evening against a sky of limpid gold, which the storm-clouds
discovered as they lifted.</p>
<p>I had not long to wait, for, punctual to its time, the train steamed
into the station. From that part of the train to which I first <SPAN name="Page_213" id="Page_213" />looked,
four or five passengers stepped out; not one of them certainly the lady
that I waited for. Glancing from side to side I saw, standing at the far
end of the platform, two women; one of them was tall; could this be Mrs.
de Noël? And yet no, I reflected as I went towards them, for she held a
baby in her arms—a baby moreover swathed, not in white and laces, but
in a tattered and discoloured shawl: while her companion, lifting out
baskets and bundles from a third-class carriage, was poorly and evenly
miserably clad. But again, as I drew nearer, I observed that the long
fine hand which supported the child was delicately gloved, and that the
cloak which swung back from the encircling arm was lined and bordered
with very costly fur. This and something in the whole outline—<SPAN name="Page_214" id="Page_214" /></p>
<p>"Mrs. de Noël?" I murmured inquiringly.</p>
<p>Then she turned towards me, and I saw her, as I often see her now in
dreams, against that sunset background of aerial gold which the artist
of circumstance had painted behind her, like a new Madonna, holding the
child of poverty to her heart, pressing her cheek against its tiny head
with a gesture whose exquisite tenderness, for at least that fleeting
instant, seemed to bridge across the gulf which still yawns between
Dives and Lazarus. So standing, she looked at me with two soft brown
eyes, neither large nor beautiful, but in their outlook direct and
simple as a child's. Remembering as I met them what Mrs. Molyneux had
said, I saw and comprehended as well what she meant. Benevolence is but
faintly inscribed, on the faces <SPAN name="Page_215" id="Page_215" />of most men, even of the better sort.
"I will love you, my neighbour," we thereon decipher, "when I have
attended to my own business, in the first place; if you are lovable, or
at least likeable, in the second." But in the transparent gaze that
Cecilia de Noël turned upon her fellows beamed love poured forth without
stint and without condition. It was as if every man, woman, and child
who approached her became instantly to her more interesting than
herself, their defects more tolerable, their wants more imperative,
their sorrows more moving than her own. In this lay the source of that
mysterious charm so many have felt, so few have understood, and yielding
to which even those least capable of appreciating her confessed that,
whatever her conduct might be, she herself was irresistibly lovable. A
kind of dream-like <SPAN name="Page_216" id="Page_216" />haze seemed to envelop us as I introduced myself, as
she smiled upon me, as she resigned the child to its mother and bid them
tenderly farewell; but the clear air of the real became distinct again
when there stood suddenly before us a fat elderly female, whose
countenance was flushed with mingled anxiety and displeasure.</p>
<p>"Law bless me, mem!" said the newcomer, "I could not think wherever you
could be. I have been looking up and down for you, all through the
first-class carriages."</p>
<p>"I am so sorry, Parkins," said Mrs. de Noël penitently; "I ought to have
let you know that I changed my carriage at Carchester. I wanted to nurse
a baby whose mother was looking ill and tired. I saw them on the
platform, and then they <SPAN name="Page_217" id="Page_217" />got into a third-class carriage, so I thought
the best way would be to get in with them."</p>
<p>"And where, if you please, mem," inquired Parkins, in an icy tone and
with a face stiffened by repressed displeasure—"where do you think you
have left your dressing-bag and humbrella?"</p>
<p>Mrs. de Noël fixed her sweet eyes upon the speaker, as if striving to
recollect the answer to this question and then replied—</p>
<p>"She told me she lived quite near the station. I wish I had asked her
how far. She is much too weak to walk any distance. I might have found a
fly for her, might I not?"</p>
<p>Upon which Parkins gave a snort of irrepressible exasperation, and,
evidently renouncing her mistress as beyond hope, <SPAN name="Page_218" id="Page_218" />forthwith departed in
search of the missing property. I accompanied her, and, with the aid of
the guard, we speedily found and secured both bag and umbrella, and, as
the train steamed off, returned with these treasures to Mrs. de Noël,
still on the same spot and in the same attitude as we had left her, and
all that she said was—</p>
<p>"It was so stupid, so forgetful, so just like me not to have asked her
more about it. She had been ill; the journey itself was more than she
could stand; and then to have to carry the baby! She said it was not
far, but perhaps she only said that to please me. Poor people are so
afraid of distressing one; they often make themselves out better off
than they really are, don't they?"</p>
<p>I was embarrassed by this question, to which my own experience did not
<SPAN name="Page_219" id="Page_219" />authorise me to answer yes; but I evaded the difficulty by consulting a
porter, who fortunately knew the woman, and was able to assure us that
her cottage was barely a stone's throw from the station. When I had
conveyed to Mrs. de Noël this information, which she received with an
eager gratitude that the recovery of her bag and umbrella had failed to
rouse, we left the station to go to the carriage, and then it was that,
pausing suddenly, she cried out in dismay—</p>
<p>"Ah, you are hurt! you—"</p>
<p>She stopped abruptly; she had divined the truth, and her eyes grew
softer with such tender pity as not yet had shone for me—motherless,
sisterless—on any woman's face. As we drove home that evening she heard
the story that never had been told before.<SPAN name="Page_220" id="Page_220" /></p>
<p>"You may have your faults, Cissy," said Atherley, "but I will say this
for you—for smoothing people down when they have been rubbed the wrong
way, you never had your equal."</p>
<p>He lay back in a comfortable chair looking at his cousin, who, sitting
on a low seat opposite the drawing-room fire, shaded her eyes from the
glare with a little hand-screen.</p>
<p>"Mrs. Molyneux, I hear, has gone to sleep," he went on; "and Mrs. Mallet
is unpacking her boxes. The only person who does not seem altogether
happy is my old friend Parkins. When I inquired after her health a few
minutes ago her manner to me was barely civil."</p>
<p>"Poor Parkins is rather put out," said Mrs. de Noël in her slow gentle
way. "It is all my fault. I forgot to pack up <SPAN name="Page_221" id="Page_221" />the bodice of my best
evening gown, and Parkins says it is the only one I look fit to be seen
in."</p>
<p>"But, my dear Cecilia," said Lady Atherley, looking up from the work
which she pursued beside a shaded lamp, "why did not Parkins pack it up
herself?"</p>
<p>"Oh, because she had some shopping of her own to do this forenoon, so
she asked me to finish packing for her, and of course I said I would;
and I promised to try and forget nothing; and then, after all, I went
and left the bodice in a drawer. It is provoking! The fact is, James
spoils me so when he is at home. He remembers everything for me, and
when I do forget anything he never scolds me."</p>
<p>"Ah, I expect he has a nice time of it," said Atherley. "However, it is
not my fault. I warned him how it would be <SPAN name="Page_222" id="Page_222" />when he was engaged. I said:
'I hope, for one thing, you can live on air, old chap for you will get
nothing more for dinner if you trust to Cissy to order it.'"</p>
<p>"I don't believe you said anything of the kind," observed Lady Atherley.</p>
<p>"No, dear Jane; of course he did not. He was very much pleased with our
marriage. He said James was the only man he ever knew who was fit to
marry me."</p>
<p>"So he was," agreed Atherley; "the only man whose temper could stand all
he would have to put up with. We had good proof of that even on the
wedding-day, when you kept him kicking his heels for half an hour in the
church while you were admiring the effect of your new finery in the
glass."<SPAN name="Page_223" id="Page_223" /></p>
<p>"What!" cried Lady Atherley incredulously.</p>
<p>"What really did happen, Jane," said Mrs. de Noël, "was that when Edith
Molyneux was trying on my wreath before a looking-glass over the
fireplace, she unfortunately dropped it into the grate, and got it in
such a mess. It took us a long time to get the black off, and some of
the sprays were so spoiled, we had to take them out. And it was very
unpleasant for Edith, as Aunt Henrietta was extremely angry, because the
wreath was her present, you know, and it was very expensive; and as to
Parkins, poor dear, she was so vexed she positively cried. She said I
was the most trying lady she had ever waited upon. She often says so. I
am afraid it is true."<SPAN name="Page_224" id="Page_224" /></p>
<p>"Not a doubt of it," said Atherley.</p>
<p>"Do not believe him, Cecilia," said Lady Atherley: "he thinks there is
no one in the world like you."</p>
<p>"Fortunately for the world," said Atherley; "any more of the sort would
spoil it. But I am not going to stay here to be bullied by two women at
once. Rather than that, I will go and write letters."</p>
<p>He went, and soon afterwards Lady Atherley followed him.</p>
<p>Then the two little boys came in with Tip.</p>
<p>"We are not allowed to take him upstairs," explained Harold, "so we
thought he might stay with you and Mr. Lyndsay for a little, till
Charles comes for him."</p>
<p>"If you would let him lie upon your <SPAN name="Page_225" id="Page_225" />dress, Aunt Cissy," suggested
Denis; "he would like that."</p>
<p>Accordingly he was carefully settled on the outspread folds of the serge
gown; and after the little boys had condoled with him in tones so
melancholy that he was affected almost to tears, they went off to supper
and to bed.</p>
<p>Silence followed, broken only by the ticking of the clock and the
wailing of the wind outside. Mrs. de Noël gazed into the fire with
intent and unseeing eyes. Its warm red light softly illumined her whole
face and figure, for in her abstraction she had let the hand-screen
fall, and was stroking mechanically the little sleek head that nestled
against her. Meantime I stared attentively at her, thinking I might do
so without offence, seeing she had forgotten me and all else around her.
Once, indeed, <SPAN name="Page_226" id="Page_226" />as if rising for a minute to the surface, with eyes that
appeared to waken, she looked up and encountered my earnest gaze, but
without shade of displeasure or discomfiture. She only smiled upon me,
placidly as a sister might smile upon a brother, benignly as one might
smile upon a child, and fell into her dream again. It was a wonderful
look, especially from a woman, as unique in its complete unconsciousness
as in its warm goodwill; it was as soothing as the touch of her fine
soft fingers must have been on Tip's hot head. I felt I could have
curled myself up, as he did, at her feet and slept on—for ever. But,
alas! the clock was checking the flying minutes and chanting the
departing quarters, and presently the dressing-bell rang, Mrs. de Noël
stirred, gave a long sigh, and, plainly from the fulness of her <SPAN name="Page_227" id="Page_227" />heart
and of the thoughts she had so long been following, said—</p>
<p>"Mr. Lyndsay, is it not strange? So many people from the great world
come and ask me if there is any God. Really good people, you know, so
honourable, so generous, so self-sacrificing. It is just the same to me
as if they should ask me whether the sun was shining, when all the time
I saw the sunshine on their faces."</p>
<p>"By the way," said Atherley that night after dinner, when Mrs. Molyneux
was not present, "where are you going to put Cissy to-night? Are you
going to make a bachelor of her too?"</p>
<p>"Oh, such an uncomfortable arrangement!" said Lady Atherley. "But
Lucinda has set her heart on having Cecilia near her; so they have put
up a little bed in the dressing-room for her."<SPAN name="Page_228" id="Page_228" /></p>
<p>"Cissy is to keep the ghost at bay, is she?" said Atherley. "I hope she
may. I don't want another night as lively as the last."</p>
<p>"Who else has seen the ghost?" asked Mrs. de Noël, thoughtfully. "Has
Mr. Lyndsay?"</p>
<p>"No, Lindy will never see the ghost; he is too much of a sceptic. Even
if he saw it he would not believe in it, and there is nothing a ghost
hates like that. But he has seen the people who saw the ghost, and he
tells their several stories very well."</p>
<p>"Would you tell me, Mr. Lyndsay?" asked Mrs. de Noël.</p>
<p>I could do nothing but obey her wish; still I secretly questioned the
wisdom of doing so, especially when, as I went on, I observed stealing
over her listening face the shadow of some disturbing thought.<SPAN name="Page_229" id="Page_229" /></p>
<p>"Well now, Cissy is thoroughly well frightened," observed Atherley.
"Perhaps we had better go to bed."</p>
<p>"It is no good saying so to Lucinda," said Lady Atherley, as we all
rose, "because it only puts her out; but I shall always feel certain
myself it was a mouse; because I remember in the house we had at
Bournemouth two years ago there was a mouse in my room which often made
such a noise knocking down the plaster inside the wall, it used to quite
startle me."</p>
<p>That night the storm finally subsided. When the morning came the rain
fell no longer, the cry of the wind had ceased, and the cloud-curtain
above us was growing lighter and softer as if penetrated and suffused by
the growing sunshine behind it.</p>
<p>I was late for breakfast that day.<SPAN name="Page_230" id="Page_230" /></p>
<p>"Mr. Lyndsay, Tip is all right again," cried Denis at sight of me. "Mrs.
Mallet says it was chicken bones he stole from the cat's dish."</p>
<p>"Is that all?" observed Atherley sardonically; "I thought he must have
seen the ghost. By the bye, Cissy, did you see it?"</p>
<p>"Yes," said Mrs. de Noël simply, at which Atherley visibly started, and
instantly began talking of something else.</p>
<p>Mrs. Molyneux was to leave by an afternoon train, but, to the relief of
everybody, it was discovered that Mrs. Mallet had indefinitely postponed
her departure. She remained in the mildest of humours and in the most
philosophical of tempers, as I myself can testify; for, meeting her by
accident in the hall, I was encouraged by the amiability of her simper
to say that I <SPAN name="Page_231" id="Page_231" />hoped we should have no more trouble with the ghost, when
she answered in words I have often since admiringly quoted—</p>
<p>"Perhaps not, sir, but I don't seem to care even if we do; for I had a
dream last night, and a spirit seemed to whisper in my ear, 'Don't be
afraid; it is only a token of death.'"</p>
<p>After Mrs. Molyneux had started, with Mrs. de Noël as her companion as
far as the station, and all the rest of the party had gone out to sun
themselves in the brightness of the afternoon, I worked through a long
arrears of correspondence: and I was just finishing a letter, when
Atherley, whom I supposed to be far distant, came into the library.</p>
<p>"I thought you had gone to pay calls with Lady Atherley?"<SPAN name="Page_232" id="Page_232" /></p>
<p>"Is it likely? Look here, Lindy, it is quite hot out of doors. Come, and
let me tug you up the hill to meet Cissy coming home from the station,
and then I promise you a rare treat."</p>
<p>Certainly to meet Mrs. de Noël anywhere might be so considered, but I
did not ask if that was what he meant. It was milder; one felt it more
at every step upward. The sun, low as it was, shone warmly as well as
brilliantly between the clouds that he had thrust asunder and scattered
in wild and beautiful disorder. It was one of those incredible days in
early spring, balmy, tender, which our island summer cannot always
match.</p>
<p>We went on till we reached Beggar's Stile.</p>
<p>"Sit down," said Atherley, tossing on to the wet step a coat he carried
over his <SPAN name="Page_233" id="Page_233" />arm. "And there is a cigarette; you must smoke, if you please,
or at least pretend to do so."</p>
<p>"What does all this mean? What are you up to, George?"</p>
<p>"I am up to a delicate psychical investigation which requires the
greatest care. The medium is made of such uncommon stuff; she has not a
particle of brass in her composition. So she requires to be carefully
isolated from all disturbing influences. I allow you to be present at
the experiment, because discretion is one of your strongest points, and
you always know when to hold your tongue. Besides, it will improve your
mind. Cissy's story is certain to be odd, like herself, and will
illustrate what I am always saying that—Here she is."</p>
<p>He went forward to meet and to stop <SPAN name="Page_234" id="Page_234" />the carriage, out of which, at his
suggestion, Mrs. de Noël readily came down to join us.</p>
<p>"Do not get up, Mr. Lyndsay," she called out as she came towards us, "or
I will go away. I don't want to sit down."</p>
<p>"Sit down, Lindy," said Atherley sharply, "Cissy likes tobacco in the
open air."</p>
<p>She rested her arms upon the gate and looked downwards.</p>
<p>"The dear dear old river! It makes me feel young again to look at it."</p>
<p>"Cissy," said Atherley, his arms on the gate, his eyes staring straight
towards the opposite horizon, "tell us about the ghost; were you
frightened?"</p>
<p>There was a certain tension in the pause which followed. Would she tell
us or not? I almost felt Atherley's rebound <SPAN name="Page_235" id="Page_235" />of satisfaction as well as
my own at the sound of her voice. It was uncertain and faint at first,
but by degrees grew firm again, as timidity was lost in the interest of
what she told:</p>
<p>"Last night I sat up with Mrs. Molyneux, holding her hand till she fell
asleep, and that was very late, and then I went to the dressing-room,
where I was to sleep; and as I undressed, I thought over what Mr.
Lyndsay had told us about the ghost; and the more I thought, the more
sad and strange it seemed that not one of those who saw it, not even
Aunt Eleanour, who is so kind and thoughtful, had had one pitying
thought for it. And we who heard about it were just the same, for it
seemed to us quite natural and even right that everybody should shrink
away from it because it was so horrible; though that <SPAN name="Page_236" id="Page_236" />should only make
them the more kind; just as we feel we must be more tender and loving to
any one who is deformed, and the more shocking his deformity the more
tender and loving. And what, I thought, if this poor spirit had come by
any chance to ask for something; if it were in pain and longed for
relief, or sinful and longed for forgiveness? How dreadful then that
other beings should turn from it, instead of going to meet it and
comfort it—so dreadful that I almost wished that I might see it, and
have the strength to speak to it! And it came into my head that this
might happen, for often and often when I have been very anxious to serve
some one, the wish has been granted in a quite wonderful way. So when I
said my prayers, I asked especially that if it should appear to me, I
might <SPAN name="Page_237" id="Page_237" />have strength to forget all selfish fear and try only to know
what it wanted. And as I prayed the foolish shrinking dread we have of
such things seemed to fade away; just as when I have prayed for those
towards whom I felt cold or unforgiving, the hardness has all melted
away into love towards them. And after that came to me that lovely
feeling which we all have sometimes—in church, or when we are praying
alone, or more often in the open air, on beautiful summer days when it
is warm and still; as if one's heart were beating and overflowing with
love towards everything in this world and in all the worlds; as if the
very grasses and the stones were clear, but dearest of all, the
creatures that still suffer, so that to wipe away their tears forever,
one feels that one would die—oh die so gladly! And always as if this
were <SPAN name="Page_238" id="Page_238" />something not our own, but part of that wonderful great Love above
us, about us, everywhere, clasping us all so tenderly and safely!"</p>
<p>Here her voice trembled and failed; she waited a little and then went
on, "Ah, I am too stupid to say rightly what I mean, but you who are
clever will understand.</p>
<p>"It was so sweet that I knelt on, drinking it in for a long time; not
praying, you know, but just resting, and feeling as if I were in heaven,
till all at once, I cannot explain why, I moved and looked round. It was
there at the other end of the room. It was ...—much worse than I had
dreaded it would be; as if it looked out of some great horror deeper
than I could understand. The loving feeling was gone, and I was
afraid—so much <SPAN name="Page_239" id="Page_239" />afraid, I only wanted to get out of sight of it. And I
think I would have gone, but it stretched out its hands to me as if it
were asking for something, and then, of course, I could not go. So,
though I was trembling a little, I went nearer and looked into its face.
And after that I was not afraid any more, I was too sorry for it; its
poor poor eyes were so full of anguish. I cried: 'Oh, why do you look at
me like that? Tell me what I shall do.'</p>
<p>"And directly I spoke I heard it moan. Oh, George, oh, Mr. Lyndsay, how
can I tell you what that moaning was like! Do you know how a little
change in the face of some one you love, or a little tremble in his
voice, can make you see quite clearly what nobody, not even the great
poets, had been able to show you before?<SPAN name="Page_240" id="Page_240" /></p>
<p>"George, do you remember the day that grandmother died, when they all
broke down and cried a little at dinner, all except Uncle Marmaduke? He
sat up looking so white and stern at the end of the table. And I,
foolish little child, thought he was not so grieved as the others—that
he did not love his mother so much. But next day, quite by chance, I
heard him, all alone, sobbing over her coffin. I remember standing
outside the door and listening, and each sob went through my heart with
a little stab, and I knew for the first time what sorrow was. But even
his sobs were not so pitiful as the moans of that poor spirit. While I
listened I learnt that in another world there may be worse for us to
bear than even here—sorrow more hopeless, more lonely. For the strange
thing was, the <SPAN name="Page_241" id="Page_241" />moaning seemed to come from so far far away; not only
from somewhere millions and millions of miles away, but—this is the
strangest of all—as if it came to me from time long since past, ages
and ages ago. I know this sounds like nonsense, but indeed I am trying
to put into words the weary long distance that seemed to stretch between
us, like one I never should be able to cross. At last it spoke to me in
a whisper which I could only just hear; at least it was more like a
whisper than anything else I can think of, and it seemed to come like
the moaning from far far away. It thanked me so meekly for looking at it
and speaking to it. It told me that by sins committed against others
when it was on earth it had broken the bond between itself and all other
creatures. While it was what we call <SPAN name="Page_242" id="Page_242" />alive, it did not feel this, for
the senses confuse us and hide many things from the good, and so still
more from the wicked; but when it died and lost the body by which it
seemed to be kept near to other beings, it found itself imprisoned in
the most dreadful loneliness—loneliness which no one in this world can
even imagine. Even the pain of solitary confinement, so it told me,
which drives men mad, is only like a shadow or type of this loneliness
of spirits. Others there might be, but it knew nothing of them—nothing
besides this great empty darkness everywhere, except the place it had
once lived in, and the people who were moving about it; and even those
it could only perceive dimly as if looking through a mist, and always so
unutterably away from them all. I am not giving its own words, you know,
George, <SPAN name="Page_243" id="Page_243" />because I cannot remember them. I am not certain it did speak
to me; the thoughts seemed to pass in some strange way into my mind; I
cannot explain how, for the still far-away voice did not really speak.
Sometimes, it told me, the loneliness became agony, and it longed for a
word or a sign from some other being, just as Dives longed for the drop
of cold water; and at such times it was able to make the living people
see it. But that, alas! was useless, for it only alarmed them so much
that the bravest and most benevolent rushed away in terror or would not
let it come near them. But still it went on showing itself to one after
another, always hoping that some one would take pity on it and speak to
it, for it felt that if comfort ever came to it, it must be through a
living soul, and it knew of none save those <SPAN name="Page_244" id="Page_244" />in this world and in this
place. And I said: 'Why did you not turn for help to God?'</p>
<p>"Then it gave a terrible answer: it said, 'What is God?'</p>
<p>"And when I heard these words there came over me a wild kind of pity,
such as I used to feel when I saw my little child struggling for breath
when he was ill, and I held out my arms to this poor lonely thing, but
it shrank back, crying:</p>
<p>"'Speak to me, but do not touch me, brave human creature. I am all
death, and if you come too near me the Death in me may kill the life in
you.'</p>
<p>"But I said: 'No Death can kill the life in me, even though it kill my
body. Dear fellow-spirit, I cannot tell you what I know; but let me take
you in my arms; rest for an instant on my heart, <SPAN name="Page_245" id="Page_245" />and perhaps I may make
you feel what I feel all around us.'</p>
<p>"And as I spoke I threw my arms around the shadowy form and strained it
to my breast. And I felt as if I were pressing to me only air, but air
colder than any ice, so that my heart seemed to stop beating, and I
could hardly breathe. But I still clasped it closer and closer, and as I
grew colder it seemed to grow less chill.</p>
<p>"And at last it spoke, and the whisper was not far away, but near. It
said:</p>
<p>"'It is enough; now I know what God is!'</p>
<p>"After that I remember nothing more, till I woke up and found myself
lying on the floor beside the bed. It was morning, and the spirit was
not there; but I have a <SPAN name="Page_246" id="Page_246" />strong feeling that I have been able to help
it, and that it will trouble you no more.</p>
<p>"Surely it is late! I must go at once. I promised to have tea with the
children."</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>Neither of us spoke; neither of us stirred; when the sound of her light
footfall was heard no more, there was complete silence. Below, the mists
had gathered so thickly that now they spread across the valley one dead
white sea of vapour in which village and woods and stream were all
buried—all except the little church spire, that, still unsubmerged,
pointed triumphantly to the sky; and what a sky! For that which
yesterday had steeped us in cold and darkness, now, piled even to <SPAN name="Page_247" id="Page_247" />the
zenith in mountainous cloud-masses, was dyed, every crest and summit of
it, in crimson fire, pouring from a great fount of colour, where, to the
west, the heavens opened to show that wonder-world whence saints and
singers have drawn their loveliest images of the Rest to come.</p>
<p>But perhaps I saw all things irradiated by the light which had risen
upon my darkness—the light that never was on land or sea, but shines
reflected in the human face.</p>
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<p>"George, I am waiting for your interpretation."</p>
<p>"It is very simple, Lindy," he said.</p>
<p>But there was a tone in his voice I had heard once—and only
once—before, when, <SPAN name="Page_248" id="Page_248" />through the first terrible hours that followed my
accident, he sat patiently beside me in the darkened room, holding my
hot hand in his broad cool palm.</p>
<p>"It is very simple. It is the most easily explained of all the accounts.
It was a dream from beginning to end. She fell asleep praying, thinking,
as she says; what was more natural or inevitable than that she should
dream of the ghost? And it all confirms what I say: that visions are
composed by the person who sees them. Nothing could be more
characteristic of Cissy than the story she has just told us."</p>
<p>"And let it be a dream," I said. "It is of no consequence, for the
dreamer remains, breathing and walking on this solid earth. I have
touched her hand, I<SPAN name="Page_249" id="Page_249" /> have looked into her face. Thank God! she is no
vision, the woman who could dream this dream! George, how do you explain
the miracle of her existence?"</p>
<p>But Atherley was silent.
<br/>
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