<SPAN name="XV"></SPAN><h2>XV</h2>
<br/>
<p>AN UNWELCOME PROPOSAL</p>
<br/>
<p>Roy was not well for some time after this episode. He had a bad
bronchial attack, and was in the hands of his old nurse again.</p>
<p>"It do seem as if everything conspires to make you a delicate lad," she
said one day; "it beats me how you come through it as well as you do!
But 'tis mostly your thoughtless ways that leads you into trouble."</p>
<p>"I'm sorry," Roy said, cheerfully; "but I expect I'm stronger than I
look. I never shall be much of a fellow, I know; but even with my cork
leg I can do a good deal, can't I?"</p>
<p>"You're worth two of Master Dudley!" ejaculated the fond nurse, but this
assertion was of course questioned.</p>
<p>"I shall never be like Dudley, never! Not in looks, or strength, or
goodness. He is better than I am all round!"</p>
<p>Miss Bertram came into the room at this moment.</p>
<p>"Ah, nurse," she said, in her bright, brisk way; "he is like a cat,
isn't he? Has nine lives, I'm sure. There never was such a boy for
getting into scrapes. I'm in fear whenever he is out of our sight now
that he may never come back again."</p>
<p>"Now, Aunt Judy, you wouldn't have liked me not to have got out to that
baby?"</p>
<p>"I should like some one else to have done it."</p>
<p>"Yes, I suppose Dudley would have done it," and Roy's tone was a little
sad; "but you see I wanted to help. As he was saying to me this morning,
he will have many more chances than I when he gets bigger and goes out
to India to do good to people. I shall have to stop at home now, for I
shall never be able to ride, he will have all the big opportunities, and
I must be content with the little ones."</p>
<p>"You talk like a little old grandfather, sometimes," said Miss Bertram,
laughing, as she sat down beside him. "You must make the most of David
while he is with you, for I have heard from his stepfather this morning,
and he wishes him sent to school at once."</p>
<p>Roy's eyes opened wide.</p>
<p>"But I shall go too, shan't I, Aunt Judy?"</p>
<p>"I am afraid not just yet. You are not fit to rough it; besides we
couldn't lose both our boys!"</p>
<p>"But I must go if Dudley goes, I must!" and Roy's tone was passionate
now. "I won't have him go away from me—I've lost Rob, and that is bad
enough—You wouldn't take Dudley away from me, too, Aunt Judy!"</p>
<p>"Hush, hush, we will not talk any more about it now. He will not go
till after Easter, and that won't be here yet."</p>
<p>Miss Bertram was sorry she had broached the subject, when she saw Roy's
distress, and going downstairs sent Dudley up to play with him.</p>
<p>Later on when she was sitting with her mother in the drawing-room a
small head appeared. "May I come in, granny?"</p>
<p>It was Dudley, and his round and rosy face was unusually solemn.
Marching in he took up his position on the hearth-rug, his back to the
fire, and with his hands deep in his pockets, he turned his face rather
defiantly toward his grandmother.</p>
<p>"Granny, I'm not going to school without Roy."</p>
<p>"Hoighty-toity! What next, I wonder. Is that the way for little boys to
speak to their elders. You will do what you are told as long as you are
in my house, as your father did before you."</p>
<p>"It is your stepfather's wish," put in Miss Bertram; "you ought to be
willing to obey him."</p>
<p>"Not if he tells me to do something wrong. And I'm sure it would be
quite a wrong thing for me to go away from Roy. We have promised never
to leave each other till we grow up, and we don't mean to break our
promise. And, granny, I'm sure you don't like broken promises. Father
doesn't know about Roy, and he can't understand like I do, and it would
be very wrong of him if he took me away from Roy!"</p>
<p>Mrs. Bertram put on her glasses and inspected her little grandson with
searching eyes.</p>
<p>"That is a most disrespectful speech, Dudley. I shall of course uphold
your father's wishes."</p>
<p>"But, granny, I can't leave Roy. It will break his heart. You don't know
how he frets about his leg. He doesn't say much and is always so
cheerful, but he misses me most awfully even if I'm away for a day. If
he was well and strong, he could get on first-rate, but he wouldn't get
about half so much if I didn't take him. I think he would mope and mope
all by himself. And I don't think we could live without each other. You
won't send me away, will you?"</p>
<p>Tears were filling Dudley's blue eyes, but Mrs. Bertram looked
displeased.</p>
<p>"In my days, children never thought of arguing with their elders. I
think your aunt and I are as capable of taking care of Roy as you are.
Now leave the room, and do not refer to the matter again."</p>
<p>Then Dudley astonished his grandmother by the first exhibition of
temper that he had ever displayed before her.</p>
<p>"I <i>won't</i> be separated from Roy. If you send me to school, I shall run
away, and I shall write and tell father the reason!"</p>
<p>A stamp of the foot emphasized this passionate speech, and then Dudley
fled from the room, banging the door violently behind him.</p>
<p>As on a former occasion he now took himself and his grief to old
Principle. It was early-closing day in the village, and he found the old
man just locking up his door prepared for a ramble.</p>
<p>"Come along up to the hills with me, laddie," he said, after hearing the
trouble; "there's nothing like fresh air for blowing away a fit of the
dumps. I am going to the cave again—will you come with me?"</p>
<p>"Yes, I will. I've been in an awful temper in granny's room, and banged
her door. I don't think she'll ever forgive me!"</p>
<p>"'Tis like this, Master Dudley," said old Principle, presently, as they
walked over the hills together; "if it's right for you to go, there's
nothing to be said, and you must fall in with it whether you like it or
no."</p>
<p>"But it can't be right for me to leave Roy when he wants me."</p>
<p>"It may be the best thing in the world for him and you, if it is to be.
'Tis a bad principle to determine whether a thing is right or wrong,
according to our liking."</p>
<p>"It's a cruel thing to part us!" said Dudley, doggedly.</p>
<p>"But may be a way will be found out of the difficulty by Master Roy
going with you."</p>
<p>"They say he isn't strong enough. That wetting in the rain has made him
bad again."</p>
<p>"Well now I should ask the good Lord to make him strong enough. There's
time between this and Easter."</p>
<p>Dudley brightened up at once.</p>
<p>"Do you think he might be strong enough? I should be able to take great
care of him, and I would, too. And he's so plucky, that I'm sure the
other boys would be good to him."</p>
<p>The cave was reached, and in the interest of watching excavation going
on Dudley was soon his bright self again.</p>
<p>He came home radiant, with a match-box full of tiny shells for Roy who
was waiting for him in the nursery.</p>
<p>"You have been away a time," he said, wearily: "I'm sure I'm well enough
to go out now. I can't bear the winter. It means so many colds and
aches."</p>
<p>"Well, you're going to get better very soon, and look here, old chap! If
you try your very best, perhaps the old doctor will give you leave to
come to school with me after Easter."</p>
<p>Roy's eyes sparkled at the thought.</p>
<p>"Nurse always makes such a molly-coddle of me, and so does granny; but
I'll try as hard as I can to be better."</p>
<p>"And now just look at these! Old Principle says these show that the sea
must have washed up amongst the hills and into his cave hundreds of
years ago, for these belong to salt water fish not river ones. Look at
them! 'Fossils' he calls them, they're shells made out of stone. He told
me I might give you these from him. I thought he would never go back to
his cave again after last December, but he says he feels so much
stronger now; and he is very careful how he digs; he won't let me come
near him while he does it. And he told me he has been busy writing a
paper which he is going to send to some society in London—I forget its
name. He is what you call a discoverer, isn't he?"</p>
<p>Roy nodded, then asked anxiously:</p>
<p>"Dudley, were you rude to granny before you went out? Aunt Judy came to
look for you here, and she said she hoped you were going to beg granny's
pardon for something."</p>
<p>"I'll go now, I had almost forgotten."</p>
<p>And Dudley trotted off to his grandmother's room. She received him
sternly, but he was so abjectly penitent that she soon forgave him, and
he returned to Roy with a relieved mind.</p>
<p>"It's a dreadful thing to have a temper," he remarked, as he sat upon
the nursery table swinging his legs to and fro; "I've given granny an
awful headache by the way I banged her door."</p>
<p>"What was it about?" asked Roy, with interest.</p>
<p>"About school," was the answer; "I told her I wasn't going away from
you."</p>
<p>"I've been thinking of it a lot," said Roy, with a sigh; "but you'll
have to go, and I shall get on pretty well without you. You see a boy
with one leg wouldn't be much good amongst a lot of other boys. They
would only call him a cripple and push him aside. I shouldn't like them
to laugh at me. The only thing for me is a cripple school. Nurse has a
little grandson at one. I don't much care for cripples, those I've seen
seem very poor creatures with no fun in them, but of course I'm one
myself now; only I don't feel like it."</p>
<p>"You're no more a cripple than I am," was Dudley's indignant rejoinder,
"why no one would tell anything was the matter with you to look at you."</p>
<p>"We won't talk any more about it," said Roy, "I'm hungry and I hear tea
coming."</p>
<p>But both the little hearts were very full of a possible separation, and
for some days after it lay like a heavy nightmare on them. Then a letter
arrived from Rob which turned the current of their thoughts. It was his
first letter from India, and the boys looked at the foreign stamps and
paper, as if it were the greatest rarity on earth.</p>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"MY DEAR MASTER ROY:</span><br/>
<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"I write to tell you we are safely here</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">and I am quite well as I hope you are. It is</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">very hot, but we don't do much work in the</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">middle of the day and I like the place. I wish</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">you could see the flowers and the black men</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">and the funny houses and the colored dresses</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">of the people. I am getting on, I hope, and</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">my sergeant told me the other day I might</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">get the stripe soon if I liked. I will keep a</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">lookout as you told me for Master Dudley's</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">father, but they say India is a bigger place</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">than England, which I don't believe, for we're</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">the grandest nation in the world, and the biggest</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">and the best, all of us in the barrack-room</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">agree to that. I saw a scorpion to-day</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">which pinches when it catches you and draws</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">the blood awful. There is a mountain battery</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">with us now, and they use mules instead of</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">horses, the hills are higher than those at home</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">and it's hard work going up. There is not</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">any fighting yet, but I am ready for it when</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">it comes, and will do my duty to the Queen</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">and you. My chum has helped me write this</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">letter and I hope it pleases you. I am trying</span><br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">to endure hardness. Good-bye, Master Roy,</span><br/>
<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"Your faithful ROB.</span><br/>
<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 1.5em;">"God bless you."</span><br/>
<p>"That's a much nicer letter, isn't it?" said Roy, in great delight;
"that is quite as long as the one I sent him. I hope he will get some
fighting soon."</p>
<p>"Supposing if he does, and gets killed?" suggested Dudley.</p>
<p>But Roy put this thought away from him.</p>
<p>"I've known such lots of soldiers in books that come home, that I think
he will. Besides God will take care of him. Do you remember the picture
gallery at the general's the other day, Dudley?"</p>
<p>"Yes, what about it?"</p>
<p>"I was thinking about that soldier there with all his medals who broke
his mother's heart; and then about the soldier boy the general said was
the bravest. I suppose I would rather Rob was properly brave like that,
than do great things in battle; but I should think he might do both,
don't you think so?"</p>
<p>And Dudley nodded, adding, "Rob won't drink or gamble, I'm quite sure."</p>
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