<h3><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII</SPAN></h3>
<h3>THE POET VISITS BLAINDON ONCE MORE,<br/> AND TAKES JOHN GAFFEKIN TO THE SEASHORE WHERE A MIRACLE OCCURS</h3>
<p style="margin-left: 20%;margin-right: 20%;"><br/>
... les hommes aux yeux verts ... ceux-là
qui aiment la mer, la mer immense, tumultueuse
et verte, l'eau informe et multiforme.<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 75%"><i>Baudelaire.</i></span></p>
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Vives autem beautus, vives in mea tutela
gloriosus, et cum spatium saeculi tui permensus
ad inferos demearis ibi quoque in ipso subterraneo
semirutundo me ... videbis
Acherontis tenebris interlucentum, Stygiisque
penetralibus regnantem.<br/>
<span style="margin-left: 45%"><i>Isis to Lucius in the "Golden Ass."</i></span></p>
<p><br/>John Gaffekin, weary of this world, left his invalid mother asleep, in
charge of the nurse, and walked down into Blaindon after a miserable
meal. His mother's health was worse, his prospects gloomy; his life had
become very friendless since Norman went abroad. From the latter,
moreover, he had had no news for months.</p>
<p>The night was clear and pleasant, but to a lonely man the far-shining
brilliance of the Blaindon Arms appeared more pleasant still: and so he
turned on his heel and swung in through the unaccustomed door.</p>
<p>"Why, bless me, Mr Gaffekin," said Nancy, "it's a long time since you've
been in."</p>
<p>"It is, indeed, Nancy. How's life?"</p>
<p>"Oh, just as usual, Mr Gaffekin, thank you. Have you heard from Mr Price
again?"</p>
<p>"Not a word," said John. "Not a single word since last summer."</p>
<p>"Now, that's odd, sir," said Peter Smith, "very odd."</p>
<p>"I tell you what," said Thomas Bodkin, the sexton, with prodigious
wisdom, "he's fallen in love."</p>
<p>"He wasn't much that sort, Mr Bodkin," said Nancy, with a little sigh.
It pleased her to imagine that her heart was broken.</p>
<p>"Damned silly," said old Canthrop. "Damned silly. Never tould his
feyther."</p>
<p>"And the old man so cut up about it," said Peter Smith.</p>
<p>"Yes," said John. "Didn't get back to business for nearly a week."</p>
<p>"Ah, it's curious to think of him so far away," said Nancy. "Out there
in Aljanda. That is, if he wasn't killed in the row."</p>
<p>"Ah, if...." said the sexton ominously.</p>
<p>The <i>Daily Mail</i> had contained one day a few months ago a small
paragraph which had caused quite an excitement in the village of
Blaindon, reporting "considerable fermentation in the little State of
Alsander." But the succeeding numbers had no further information on the
subject, being well stocked with letters answering the grave question
"Is the stage immoral?" which the great paper had proposed to itself
with typical earnestness and audacity. The inhabitants of Blaindon,
however, were not deterred by the meagreness of the data from an almost
daily discussion as to whether their fellow townsman had perished.</p>
<p>"You cheer up, Nancy," said John Oggs, who was the sexton's opponent in
the controversy. "Price is all right, and he'll turn up again one of
these days, all boiled yellow by the sun."</p>
<p>"What a strange thing Life is," said Nancy.</p>
<p>"A strange thing indeed," said old Canthrop. "A strange thing."</p>
<p>"The sun makes one red, not yellow," said the sexton. "But it's small
colour he's showing now, poor boy, I can tell you. In them furrin parts
knives aint reserved for cheese. And he'd have written for sure."</p>
<p>"Ah, sexton," said John to escape the perpetual topic, "I can see you're
a man of ideas."</p>
<p>"Well, Mr Gaffekin, I may not have been to Oxford, as I say, but I does
think. As I said to Parson once before a burial. 'You and I, sir,' I
said, 'are thinking men.' It goes with the business."</p>
<p>"It must be dreadful work," said John Oggs. "Digging holes for dead men.
Well, we must all go under."</p>
<p>"Ay, indeed," said old Canthrop.</p>
<p>"Don't speak from the bottom of your throat like that," said Peter
Smith. "It gives me the horrors, with all this talk about death and
all."</p>
<p>"Death should not give anyone the horrors," said the sexton, who
attended church regularly. "It is but the Portal, Of a better life
beyond."</p>
<p>"But it's rather nice to have the horrors sometimes," came Nancy's voice
from behind the bar. "I wonder why!"</p>
<p>"Not but what," continued the sexton, "it is not excusable now for me.
For my work is very sad and awesome indeed."</p>
<p>The sexton had never before been so impressed with the conversational
advantage of his lugubrious occupation, and he determined to make up for
lost opportunities.</p>
<p>"I believe you, sexton," said Peter Smith,</p>
<p>"Some of them as I've buried was all young and blooming, and others were
ever so old, nearly as old as Canthrop yonder."</p>
<p>"Don't talk like that," said the patriarch, hoarsely. "Ye make me
afeard."</p>
<p>"I wonder what it is to-night," said a labourer in the corner who had
hitherto drunk in silence, "that makes you all talk as if you couldn't
say what you meant."</p>
<p>"Perhaps a man is being hanged," said the sexton.</p>
<p>"Poor fellow!" said Nancy.</p>
<p>"I feel queer to-night," drawled old Canthrop. "But I don't know why
that is. What is it makes it so?"</p>
<p>"The moon, old man, the moon."</p>
<p>The company started with fear at the sound of this strange voice, turned
round, and with blanched faces beheld the figure of an old man framed in
the doorway, with the silver light creeping along his hoary beard, and
over his unprecedented clothes. For the stranger was clothed in what
appeared to be a white woollen dressing-gown, with a purple border, and
he had sandals on his feet. He wore no hat, and his snowy hair waved
gently in the radiance of the gaslight. He walked forward amid a dead
silence, and laid his hand on old Canthrop's shoulder.</p>
<p>"Yes, old comrade in a life of folly," he cried. "The moon is full
to-night, and you know it is her fault. Hers are the fiery drops that
make your eyes water and my eyes shine. I, to whom she has revealed her
secret springs of knowledge and beauty, you, who have not fifty words to
your tongue—I, who feel her gentle influence pervading forest and
meadow, tower and town, you, who feel only the terror of her nocturnal
power that brings you to your fellows, you, the village dotard, I, the
king of the world; we have one mother, old man, and that's the Moon! You
see and fear the great white spaces that flit before your eyes; I know
and love her cloudy caverns of mystery and wonder."</p>
<p>"Who are you?" whispered old Canthrop. "Go away!"</p>
<p>"A minute, a minute. I am what you will, Death, Destiny, a Poet. Is John
Gaffekin here?"</p>
<p>"Are you...." began John.</p>
<p>"I am the same. Ask nothing more. My dear—a drink round to all, for
our farewell."</p>
<p>The Poet looked round, smiling at the solemn and pale faces, at the
trembling hands of those that proposed his health. Then, linking his arm
through John's, he took him out into the street.</p>
<p>"Come with me," said the Poet, "we will go to old William Price's shop."</p>
<p>After five minutes' walk in a silence which John Gaffekin somehow did
not wish to break they arrived outside the little square brick house
which was dark, silent and shuttered fast. In front of it the last
gas-lamp in Blaindon glimmered in the wind-driven moon-rays.</p>
<p>"Call the old man," ordered the Poet.</p>
<p>John Gaffekin banged violently at the door and shouted: "Mr Price! Mr
Price!"</p>
<p>"Eh, what's up the deuce and all?" came a loud but sleepy voice from the
first floor. A match was struck, a light glimmered through the bars,
the shutters creaked open and old Mr Price popped his nightcap out of
the window.</p>
<p>"News from your son," cried the Poet cheerfully.</p>
<p>"Eh, is that anything to jump a man up for in the dead o' night?"
retorted the old man, cursing under his breath. "I was feared of a smoky
black beggaring fire at the least, I was. What the devil do I care about
the young rip? He owes me a hundred pound, he do, and I wrote him, but
he never sent back a penny nor a post-card."</p>
<p>"You're a nice, pretty father," exclaimed the Poet. "I've got your
hundred in my pocket."</p>
<p>"I'll come down to you and Mr Gaffekin," said William Price very
civilly.</p>
<p>"No you won't," retorted the Poet, "you should have come down before.
You'll stay right where you are and answer me some questions I have in
my head to ask you. And if you budge from that window you sha'n't have a
groat nor a tizzy of all your hundred pounds."</p>
<p>"It's cold-here," grumbled Mr Price, churlishly, flapping his arms
across his chest. "What d'yer want to know?"</p>
<p>"Why, first of all, tell me why you never go out of nights?" cried the
Poet.</p>
<p>"What's that to you?" bawled back the old man.</p>
<p>"And tell me, tell me, William Price, who was the mother of your son?"
the Poet shouted.</p>
<p>"What in Hell or under it is that to you?" came in very full-throated
accents from the open window.</p>
<p>"Why is your bedstead all made of wood?" thundered the relentless Poet
in stentorian tones.</p>
<p>"Hey, stop that!" cried the voice from the window.</p>
<p>But the Poet continued his questions unperturbed.</p>
<p>"Why have you half forgotten your own son, William Price? Why do you
sleep all day, Father William, and pretend to be more stupid than the
grave? Do you think a Poet cannot see through the film you cast over
your happy eyes?"</p>
<p>"Eh, what are you driving at?" exclaimed Sir Price in a voice no longer
angry but rather tremulous.</p>
<p>"Who are your guests to-night, old man, who are your guests to-night?"
yelled the Poet, positively dancing with malicious satisfaction.</p>
<p>"Why, be you one of them that know?" cried the old man in a new tone of
something like awe and something like fellowship.</p>
<p>"I am one of the chief of those that know," replied the Poet; "for me
shutters unbar, for me the music pipes, and even my companion for all he
can wrap his soul up in the wisdom of Oxford town shall see the fairies
haunting.</p>
<p>"<i>What</i>!" said John.</p>
<p>But the Poet urbanely continued: "I'm forgetting those hundred pounds,"
and taking out a sheaf of banknotes from a vast white pocket like a
snow-cavern he crumpled them into a ball and hurled them at one of the
barred shutters.</p>
<p>The shutter opened to let the packet pass.</p>
<p>"Money, my friend," observed the Poet tranquilly, "opens all doors."</p>
<p>A soft peal of very quiet laughter filled the little house and all the
other shutters opened to a thin music: room after room flashed into
light as though so many plays were starting on so many miniature stages
with all the shadows flying to the roof: and one by one the half naked
little women of the wild crept out of hiding and began their dance. And
through it all as though it meant nothing for him, though his room was
flashing from hue to hue like a transformation scene and an enchanting
person had her arms around his neck, old Price bawled down: "Well, what
of Norman?"</p>
<p>"He has become King of that country and wedded to its Queen," roared the
Poet.</p>
<p>"I always said he was a sound practical fellow without an idea in his
head," remarked William Price with serene philosophy.</p>
<p>"Like most of the Half-Race," assented the Poet.</p>
<p>"But we filled his bottle with luck," trilled the silvery lady upstairs.</p>
<p>"And his countenance with beauty," replied the Poet. "Well, we really
must be off now. Good-bye to you all, and a pleasant evening!"</p>
<p>Laughing good-byes rippled back at him from all over the house like the
jingling of toy harness bells.</p>
<p>"Let us walk down to the sea," said the Poet, turning to go. "How far is
it to the sea, John?"</p>
<p>"Ten miles."</p>
<p>"And by which road?"</p>
<p>"Straight on."</p>
<p>"Ah, yes," said the Poet, setting off at a swinging pace, "it is the
road by which first I came to Blaindon."</p>
<p>But before they had gone many yards John heard his name called and stood
still. Down through the moonlight glided as it might be a wingless angel
and by his side there stood the fairy of the upper window.</p>
<p>"John," she said, "when you see my son again give him this kiss."</p>
<p>And kissing him she floated away.</p>
<p>The Poet who had gone ahead, waited for John to come up.</p>
<p>"But I must go back to my mother," the young man protested, as though a
glimpse of the unmagical past had driven a sword through his mind. "She
is very ill."</p>
<p>"I fear she will die within the week," replied the Poet, "but I inquired
at your house on the way to the Blaindon Arms and learnt that to-night
she is happily asleep and will not need you. When you are alone in the
world, John, you must go to Norman to give him his mother's kiss and
help him through days of trouble. It's no easy game even in a little
country, even with a born Queen, even with the Immortals helping—the
game of King."</p>
<p>He said no more. The two went on together on the road leading to the
sea, without another word, for miles. John dared not speak; he was half
delirious with the silence; the dread prediction of his mother's death,
the wild story about his friend, rang in his ears; the house of the
Fairies danced before his eyes; and he feared his fateful companion. The
wizard forms of the hedges threatened John Gaffekin, the harvest moon,
golden and vast, seemed to shine hot upon his hatless brow. He kept
comparing the trickling of the roadside brook to the trickling of the
little thoughts in his head; he could not get rid of this grotesque
comparison, and grew more afraid. At last the poet broke the silence.</p>
<p>"Are you lonely, John?" he said. "Or have you found women after your
desire?"</p>
<p>"Women?" said John. "I never cared for any woman but for my mother. I
have one friend far away of whom you tell me news I cannot understand. I
have known many men at Oxford—good athletes or great wits. But I shall
never make another friend like him. I shall certainly seek him out if
what you predict falls true. I am indeed lonely."</p>
<p>They were silent again. They had now come to brackish marshes, and to a
land of dizzy vapours. The wind blew harder from the sea, singing like a
hero, bringing with it a salt and pungent odour. The poet linked his arm
with the young man's as though to protect him from the evil spells of
night.</p>
<p>"Take heart, my friend," said he. "You have years of glorious life
before you, and it is a splendid night for visions."</p>
<p>John suddenly stopped, swung round to face the old man, and began
speaking hurriedly, gasping for breath before each phrase.</p>
<p>"What has happened?" he cried. "Why am I here? Who are you? An hour or
two ago I was just an unhappy man, rather lonely, with a mother lying
ill. Now, you tell me my mother will die, and you tell me news about my
friend too wild for a sober man to repeat; you have already shown me
that which I feared to see, and now, as though it were not sufficient,
you say the night is propitious for visions. I am so distressed in mind
that I cannot talk properly; the words get inverted, the world reels
like a decadent's dream, my head is turning with it, and I keep on
feeling a sort of brook trickling. What are you doing in that white
coat? Who are you? Tell me who you are."</p>
<p>John raised his voice to the pitch of anger at the end, wroth that this
mysterious being should cross his path "<i>fantasia, non homo</i>."</p>
<p>"Be calm, my friend: all is well; you are not used to the extensions of
Reality, that is all. I do not want to take advantage of the night.
Behold we have arrived at the seashore. Leave me now, friend of Norman!
Go on to that distant rock, and watch. You may see what is to be seen.
But do not profane the silence of the moonlight."</p>
<p>And he waved his hands in front of John's bewildered eyes as he chanted
low the injunction.</p>
<p>John obeyed him as by constraint, and watched from a rock some hundred
yards away.</p>
<p>The old man made ablutions in the sea and began to intone his prayer.</p>
<p>"Thou who appearest in the waves of water, of wind and of fire, Queen
who with special majesty dost sway the minds of men, the beasts and
cattle and all the moving substance of the thundering world, appear to
me, be mine, be myself: show the lucid sign upon thy brows: grant me the
reward for faithful service: let me hear once again from those immortal
lips thy ancient promise, that in the pit of Acheron, yea, even there,
thou wilt be shining among the thoughtless dead. Thou art and art not
the great Cytherean, mother of the world, thou art and art not Artemis,
the virgin of the forests, the huntress, thou art and art not Pallas, to
whom the snake has told his story, thou art and art not her to whom
sailors pray in the still waters of the middle sea: it may be the
Egyptians knew thee by thy name: it may be thou art the mother of
Christians in the South. Thou art in me but thou art not what I am! I
salute thee!"</p>
<p>John saw the old man fling off his white mantle: an instant after it was
in flames: Then he thought he saw him rise naked among the flames and
run toward the sea with a silver disc shining on his breast: and he
began to swim out along the track of the moon. Then he saw the great
full moon burst into a shower of stars and fall into the sea, and a
white woman rose, huge and glorious, from the waves, with a horned
helmet on her brow and spread over the sky like light till she filled
the world. Then the treble octave was sounded all through the universe,
and he fell senseless.</p>
<p>He awoke hours later, but saw nothing save a wet sea rolling in the
dawn.</p>
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