<h2 class="p4">CHAPTER XV</h2>
<p class="pcn">A STRETCHER-BEARER AT LOOS</p>
<p class="pch">[Continuing the Allied advance in France, the British forces
on September 25th, 1915, captured the western outskirts of
Hulloch and the village of Loos, and secured an advantage
near Hooge. At the same time the French took Souchez
and the rest of the region known as the “Labyrinth,” and
broke through the German line in Champagne. The fighting
at this period was exceptionally severe, and was acknowledged
by the bestowal of many honours, amongst them the award
of the Distinguished Conduct Medal to Private Harold
Edwards, 1st Battalion South Staffordshire Regiment, whose
story this is. In the official description of the award to Private
Edwards, “for conspicuous bravery and devotion to duty,” it
was stated that “he gave a fine exhibition of the highest
courage and disregard of personal danger.”]</p>
<p class="pn"><span class="beg">It</span> was at a place called Hulloch that we battled it
out—but it was Loos, all the same. All my fighting
and what I saw of it was done in the Loos district.
Our division was at Fromelles, Aubers, Givenchy and
Festubert, and a lot of minor events, and I came
through these engagements very luckily. Our first
battle, however, was Neuve Chapelle, though we did
not do any actual fighting there. We were in reserve;
but from what I learned later this was worse than the
fighting-line, because we seemed to get all the shell
fire. It was not till the battle of Loos came along
that I was unlucky and got “clicked.”</p>
<p>I wanted to be a soldier, and the very day we declared
war on Germany I enlisted in the South Staffordshire
Regiment, the old 38th. I was trained hard
for a few months; but that was easy work, because
I had been employed in a Staffordshire forge. Then,
before the Christmas of 1914 I was sent to France, and
got a spell of trench work until March, when, on the
10th, the British captured Neuve Chapelle.</p>
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<div class="figcenter"> <ANTIMG src="images/ill-241.jpg" width-obs="450" height-obs="285" alt="" title="" /> <div class="caption"><p class="prcap">[<i>To face p. 196.</i></p> <p class="pc">ZIG-ZAG TRENCHES CAPTURED FROM THE GERMANS.</p> </div>
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<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[197]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>It is not easy to say what stands out most clearly
in my mind of those early operations, because what
I chiefly remember is Loos; but I know that we were
terribly troubled in the trenches and round about
them by rats. These horrible things swarmed—they
breed like rabbits, or worse—and they went for
anything that was going. They were huge, fierce
brutes, and I know of more than one case of a sentry
on a lonely post who in the night-time got a bad scare
because he thought the Germans were on him, when
as a matter of fact it was nothing worse than an
enormous rat which was out foraging and made a
jump at his face.</p>
<p>More than six months passed between the battle of
Neuve Chapelle and the battle of Loos. Of course
an ordinary soldier doesn’t know much of what is
happening, and he doesn’t pretend to—he has his
own business to mind; but we knew for several days
ahead that something was coming off, judging by the
amount of stuff that went up. What do I mean
by stuff? Well, the shells, principally. They were
preparing the way, and were smashing up the whole
of the countryside. It was really terrible to see
what havoc was done by the German shells at
Vermelles—streets were blown to bits, churches and
houses were just made into rubbish heaps, and as
for men, especially Germans, they didn’t count. It
isn’t easy to make anybody understand what happened;
but perhaps the easiest way is to imagine your<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[198]</SPAN></span>
own house and street and the country near it turned
from a smiling, prosperous place into a heap of
dreary and desolate ruins.</p>
<p>In that battle of Loos we were thrown up against
all the latest and most devilish tricks of German warfare,
including gas. There was poison-gas and smoke-gas,
terrible artillery, awful rifle-fire, and of course
the rifle and bayonet. You seemed to be up against
every sort of devilry, including the Germans. I suppose
you can’t expect anything else from them, being
what they are.</p>
<p>We were in reserve trenches on September 24th, and
on the night of that same day we went up to the firing-line.</p>
<p>It was a miserable night, with drizzling rain all the
time. We started at ten o’clock, creeping and crawling
through a long communication trench. We did
not finish this advance job till two o’clock next
morning, and then we sat in the trench and waited
for the dawn to break. It was a solemn business,
squatting there in the cold drizzle, talking in low
tones, and wondering which of us would go down.</p>
<p>It was a lovely morn that broke, and glad we were
to see it. Then, at about a quarter past five, the
band began to play. And what a time it was, to be
sure! It was a terrible bombardment, with the
whole countryside shaking and shivering with the
crashing of the guns, and your head felt like bursting
with the din.</p>
<p>We had to stand this horrible racket for some time.
I don’t know how long, but it seemed a fair stretch;
then the word came to mount the parapet of the
trench. It was a high parapet, and ladders were
needed to get over it. There were plenty of ladders<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[199]</SPAN></span>
to each parapet, and as the order was one man to a
ladder, no time was lost in getting out of the trench
and on to the open ground over which the advance
was made to the German trenches.</p>
<p>As soon as the men who were making the attack
got over the parapet, the stretcher-bearers went
after them with the stretchers. My chum with my
stretcher was Private Pymm.</p>
<p>The men of our battalion had their smoke-helmets
on, and they looked like devils. And that was a
proper thing to look, for they went straight into a
hellish fire—no other word will describe the storm of
shells and bullets that met them. It seemed impossible
for any one to live in it, yet our men went forward,
and being a stretcher-bearer I had a wonderful
view of them.</p>
<p>As soon as we got over the parapet the men began
to fall, and we began to bandage them up. What we
had to deal with were mostly “blighty” wounds, as
we called them—just one through the thigh, or a
flesh wound. We did the best we could for them;
and we had soon tackled a few. Then we went on
and tackled a few more. We had dropped our
stretcher and were hurrying about, each of us doing
the best he could.</p>
<p>I had got about ten yards ahead of Pymm, when I
heard him shout; but there was such a terrible
commotion that I could not make out what he said.
We were at that time on the open ground, and it
was bad to hear the cries of the poor fellows who
were shouting for stretcher-bearers. I was that
busy I forgot about Pymm, and supposed that he,
like myself, was dressing and bandaging.</p>
<p>People at home in England, with things going on<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[200]</SPAN></span>
pretty much as usual in spite of the war, don’t realise
what cries for help from the wounded mean; but they
are very terrible and pitiful, and I shall never forget
them. But there is one fine thing about it—you
never think of yourself, and the idea of danger doesn’t
bother you, especially when you’re in the thick of it.</p>
<p>At this time the attack on the German trenches
was very fierce, and there was a tremendous fire which
seemed to sweep everything and everywhere. There
did not seem to be a chance of escaping, and sure
enough I got caught. I was hit, and I felt it; but
I did not know how I was wounded, and I didn’t
care about it—I was too full of what was happening.
And the wounded were crying for help; so I
carried on.</p>
<p>I let myself gaze at the sights in front of me. I
don’t suppose that I gazed for more than a few
seconds; but a lot took place in that short space of
time, especially where I was.</p>
<p>I was not more than forty or fifty yards away
from some barbed wire entanglements in front of
me. These had not been properly cleared away, so
it meant that our chaps had to rush them as best
they could on their way to the German trenches.
The wire-cutters dashed up and cut away at the
stuff, and the other chaps rushed on with the bayonet.
This seemed to me to go on for just a few seconds;
but I may be wrong. At any rate, even in that
short time, a terrible lot of chaps went down. I
did not notice what the wire-cutters really did;
but they must have used their wire-cutters well.
At any rate, our chaps got through and made the
Germans run.</p>
<p>Well, I watched all this for a bit, then I heard<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[201]</SPAN></span>
the cries again, and all I thought about then was to
try and do something for the poor chaps who were
wounded and were so much worse off than I was.</p>
<p>One of our men had gone down, and I hurried up
to him and dressed and bandaged him as best I
could. He ought to have gone to the dressing-station,
but instead of that he rejoined his regiment
and kept in the fighting-line for four days more;
then, as he wasn’t fit to do any active duty, he was
sent away. I learned afterwards that this was
Company-Sergeant-Major L. Ford, of my battalion,
who has got the D.C.M.<SPAN name="FNanchor_2_2" id="FNanchor_2_2"></SPAN><SPAN href="#Footnote_2_2" class="fnanchor">[2]</SPAN></p>
<p>While I was busy on this job, several men offered
to help me and to attend to my own wound; but I
told them that I could manage all right, and wasn’t
in need of doctoring.</p>
<p>I was in full view of the Germans, but I didn’t
bother my head about that. I saw, lying in the open,
a soldier who was wounded and wanted help, and I
started off for him. I walked—I don’t remember that
I dodged or ducked much, because I wasn’t caring.
I remember that one of my officers shouted to me
to hurry up and get out of it and seek some sort of
cover. I shouted back that I was all right and that
I didn’t mind it. The funny thing is, that officers
were so anxious about their men, and never seemed to
give a thought to themselves.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[202]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>I never reached the wounded man, for as I was
staggering across the open towards him—I was beginning
to feel the effects of my wound—I felt a sharp
pain somewhere, and I gradually sank down to the
ground and lay there. I did not know at the time
what sort of a wound it was, or where; but I knew
that it was a bullet, and that I had got a second good
’un which had nearly put me to sleep.</p>
<p>A black cloud seemed to come over me and I went
into sweet slumber. I must have slept a long time,
for when I awoke I could see only a few soldiers
knocking about; but I could hear them still fighting
it out. I can’t tell what exactly took place behind
the mine which was called Tower Bridge or at the
quarries, because I was wounded before I reached
the German line. What I am talking about relates
to the things that happened on the open ground
around me when I was wounded, and what I saw in
my own neighbourhood at other times. You can’t
do more than that.</p>
<p>I had a few hours’ sleep; then two soldiers came
along and I awoke. I asked them to stick me up
on my props and give me a lift; but they were
wounded, too. However, they did the best they
could, and put me up, and I staggered about six
yards. Then I fell again, and I remember no more
until I heard a fellow shouting, “Here’s Edwards,
sergeant!” Then somebody said, “Yes—and poor
Pymm’s lower down here.” They were our own
stretcher-bearers.</p>
<p>Then, for the first time, I knew that Pymm had
fallen. He had gone down, mortally wounded, when
I heard him shout. When I learned this it was well
on into the afternoon, eight or ten hours after the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[203]</SPAN></span>
fight began; and all that time I had had nothing to
drink.</p>
<p>There were plenty of the trench ladders lying
about, and one of these was got, and I was put on
it by my chums and carried to a trench at the back,
to the medical officer. Water was either not obtainable
or they would not give it to me—I dare say that
was it, because later I had empyema—so the medical
officer gave me an acid drop; and I made the best
of it.</p>
<p>When I reached the trench it started to rain, and
I got soaked, for the soil was chalk stuff and the
water could not get through. So I had to lie in the
water for some hours, and it was not until next
morning that I got to the first-aid dressing-station.
I was two days more before I got down to the
Canadian Hospital, where, afterwards, the medical
officer, Captain Parnis, who had been kindness itself
to me, told me that I had been recommended for
the D.C.M.</p>
<p>By this time I knew that I had been shot through
the lungs, and that the wound was dangerous. It
was a very narrow squeak; but a miss is as good
as a mile, though in my case it meant a long spell
in hospital. But everything that it was possible to
do for us was done, and outside people also are very
kind; they write to you and come and see you, and
they send you things—sometimes tracts, which you
don’t want. My picture was given in the papers
and kind things were written about me, and the
idea got about that I was a mere youngster. I dare
say that was the reason why some children sent me
a Christmas-box—thinking, perhaps, that I was their
own age. They sent me half a dozen cigars—real<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[204]</SPAN></span>
cigars; a little wooden horse, and a “platter” dog,
as we call that sort of crockery in Staffordshire, filled
with chocolates. I valued the children’s gift all the
more because I <i>am</i> young—just out of my teens; I
was in them when I enlisted—so I have a lot in my
favour, and hope soon to be quite well again.</p>
<p>Here’s a letter from one of the officers of my regiment—he
wrote to my dad, too—saying how proud
they are because I’ve got the D.C.M.</p>
<p>Well, I do feel proud, too, naturally; but it came
as a great surprise to me, for never did I think of
such a thing; and when people speak to me about
it, I simply say, “I only did my duty, as others
have done.”</p>
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