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<h2> IX </h2>
<p>CHARITY sat before the mirror trying on a hat which Ally Hawes, with much
secrecy, had trimmed for her. It was of white straw, with a drooping brim
and cherry-coloured lining that made her face glow like the inside of the
shell on the parlour mantelpiece.</p>
<p>She propped the square of looking-glass against Mr. Royall's black leather
Bible, steadying it in front with a white stone on which a view of the
Brooklyn Bridge was painted; and she sat before her reflection, bending
the brim this way and that, while Ally Hawes's pale face looked over her
shoulder like the ghost of wasted opportunities.</p>
<p>"I look awful, don't I?" she said at last with a happy sigh.</p>
<p>Ally smiled and took back the hat. "I'll stitch the roses on right here,
so's you can put it away at once."</p>
<p>Charity laughed, and ran her fingers through her rough dark hair. She knew
that Harney liked to see its reddish edges ruffled about her forehead and
breaking into little rings at the nape. She sat down on her bed and
watched Ally stoop over the hat with a careful frown.</p>
<p>"Don't you ever feel like going down to Nettleton for a day?" she asked.</p>
<p>Ally shook her head without looking up. "No, I always remember that awful
time I went down with Julia—to that doctor's."</p>
<p>"Oh, Ally——"</p>
<p>"I can't help it. The house is on the corner of Wing Street and Lake
Avenue. The trolley from the station goes right by it, and the day the
minister took us down to see those pictures I recognized it right off, and
couldn't seem to see anything else. There's a big black sign with gold
letters all across the front—'Private Consultations.' She came as
near as anything to dying...."</p>
<p>"Poor Julia!" Charity sighed from the height of her purity and her
security. She had a friend whom she trusted and who respected her. She was
going with him to spend the next day—the Fourth of July—at
Nettleton. Whose business was it but hers, and what was the harm? The pity
of it was that girls like Julia did not know how to choose, and to keep
bad fellows at a distance.... Charity slipped down from the bed, and
stretched out her hands.</p>
<p>"Is it sewed? Let me try it on again." She put the hat on, and smiled at
her image. The thought of Julia had vanished....</p>
<p>The next morning she was up before dawn, and saw the yellow sunrise
broaden behind the hills, and the silvery luster preceding a hot day
tremble across the sleeping fields.</p>
<p>Her plans had been made with great care. She had announced that she was
going down to the Band of Hope picnic at Hepburn, and as no one else from
North Dormer intended to venture so far it was not likely that her absence
from the festivity would be reported. Besides, if it were she would not
greatly care. She was determined to assert her independence, and if she
stooped to fib about the Hepburn picnic it was chiefly from the secretive
instinct that made her dread the profanation of her happiness. Whenever
she was with Lucius Harney she would have liked some impenetrable mountain
mist to hide her.</p>
<p>It was arranged that she should walk to a point of the Creston road where
Harney was to pick her up and drive her across the hills to Hepburn in
time for the nine-thirty train to Nettleton. Harney at first had been
rather lukewarm about the trip. He declared himself ready to take her to
Nettleton, but urged her not to go on the Fourth of July, on account of
the crowds, the probable lateness of the trains, the difficulty of her
getting back before night; but her evident disappointment caused him to
give way, and even to affect a faint enthusiasm for the adventure. She
understood why he was not more eager: he must have seen sights beside
which even a Fourth of July at Nettleton would seem tame. But she had
never seen anything; and a great longing possessed her to walk the streets
of a big town on a holiday, clinging to his arm and jostled by idle crowds
in their best clothes. The only cloud on the prospect was the fact that
the shops would be closed; but she hoped he would take her back another
day, when they were open.</p>
<p>She started out unnoticed in the early sunlight, slipping through the
kitchen while Verena bent above the stove. To avoid attracting notice, she
carried her new hat carefully wrapped up, and had thrown a long grey veil
of Mrs. Royall's over the new white muslin dress which Ally's clever
fingers had made for her. All of the ten dollars Mr. Royall had given her,
and a part of her own savings as well, had been spent on renewing her
wardrobe; and when Harney jumped out of the buggy to meet her she read her
reward in his eyes.</p>
<p>The freckled boy who had brought her the note two weeks earlier was to
wait with the buggy at Hepburn till their return. He perched at Charity's
feet, his legs dangling between the wheels, and they could not say much
because of his presence. But it did not greatly matter, for their past was
now rich enough to have given them a private language; and with the long
day stretching before them like the blue distance beyond the hills there
was a delicate pleasure in postponement.</p>
<p>When Charity, in response to Harney's message, had gone to meet him at the
Creston pool her heart had been so full of mortification and anger that
his first words might easily have estranged her. But it happened that he
had found the right word, which was one of simple friendship. His tone had
instantly justified her, and put her guardian in the wrong. He had made no
allusion to what had passed between Mr. Royall and himself, but had simply
let it appear that he had left because means of conveyance were hard to
find at North Dormer, and because Creston River was a more convenient
centre. He told her that he had hired by the week the buggy of the
freckled boy's father, who served as livery-stable keeper to one or two
melancholy summer boarding-houses on Creston Lake, and had discovered,
within driving distance, a number of houses worthy of his pencil; and he
said that he could not, while he was in the neighbourhood, give up the
pleasure of seeing her as often as possible.</p>
<p>When they took leave of each other she promised to continue to be his
guide; and during the fortnight which followed they roamed the hills in
happy comradeship. In most of the village friendships between youths and
maidens lack of conversation was made up for by tentative fondling; but
Harney, except when he had tried to comfort her in her trouble on their
way back from the Hyatts', had never put his arm about her, or sought to
betray her into any sudden caress. It seemed to be enough for him to
breathe her nearness like a flower's; and since his pleasure at being with
her, and his sense of her youth and her grace, perpetually shone in his
eyes and softened the inflection of his voice, his reserve did not suggest
coldness, but the deference due to a girl of his own class.</p>
<p>The buggy was drawn by an old trotter who whirled them along so briskly
that the pace created a little breeze; but when they reached Hepburn the
full heat of the airless morning descended on them. At the railway station
the platform was packed with a sweltering throng, and they took refuge in
the waiting-room, where there was another throng, already dejected by the
heat and the long waiting for retarded trains. Pale mothers were
struggling with fretful babies, or trying to keep their older offspring
from the fascination of the track; girls and their "fellows" were giggling
and shoving, and passing about candy in sticky bags, and older men,
collarless and perspiring, were shifting heavy children from one arm to
the other, and keeping a haggard eye on the scattered members of their
families.</p>
<p>At last the train rumbled in, and engulfed the waiting multitude. Harney
swept Charity up on to the first car and they captured a bench for two,
and sat in happy isolation while the train swayed and roared along through
rich fields and languid tree-clumps. The haze of the morning had become a
sort of clear tremor over everything, like the colourless vibration about
a flame; and the opulent landscape seemed to droop under it. But to
Charity the heat was a stimulant: it enveloped the whole world in the same
glow that burned at her heart. Now and then a lurch of the train flung her
against Harney, and through her thin muslin she felt the touch of his
sleeve. She steadied herself, their eyes met, and the flaming breath of
the day seemed to enclose them.</p>
<p>The train roared into the Nettleton station, the descending mob caught
them on its tide, and they were swept out into a vague dusty square
thronged with seedy "hacks" and long curtained omnibuses drawn by horses
with tasselled fly-nets over their withers, who stood swinging their
depressed heads drearily from side to side.</p>
<p>A mob of 'bus and hack drivers were shouting "To the Eagle House," "To the
Washington House," "This way to the Lake," "Just starting for Greytop;"
and through their yells came the popping of fire-crackers, the explosion
of torpedoes, the banging of toy-guns, and the crash of a firemen's band
trying to play the Merry Widow while they were being packed into a
waggonette streaming with bunting.</p>
<p>The ramshackle wooden hotels about the square were all hung with flags and
paper lanterns, and as Harney and Charity turned into the main street,
with its brick and granite business blocks crowding out the old
low-storied shops, and its towering poles strung with innumerable wires
that seemed to tremble and buzz in the heat, they saw the double line of
flags and lanterns tapering away gaily to the park at the other end of the
perspective. The noise and colour of this holiday vision seemed to
transform Nettleton into a metropolis. Charity could not believe that
Springfield or even Boston had anything grander to show, and she wondered
if, at this very moment, Annabel Balch, on the arm of as brilliant a young
man, were threading her way through scenes as resplendent.</p>
<p>"Where shall we go first?" Harney asked; but as she turned her happy eyes
on him he guessed the answer and said: "We'll take a look round, shall
we?"</p>
<p>The street swarmed with their fellow-travellers, with other excursionists
arriving from other directions, with Nettleton's own population, and with
the mill-hands trooping in from the factories on the Creston. The shops
were closed, but one would scarcely have noticed it, so numerous were the
glass doors swinging open on saloons, on restaurants, on drug-stores
gushing from every soda-water tap, on fruit and confectionery shops
stacked with strawberry-cake, cocoanut drops, trays of glistening molasses
candy, boxes of caramels and chewing-gum, baskets of sodden strawberries,
and dangling branches of bananas. Outside of some of the doors were
trestles with banked-up oranges and apples, spotted pears and dusty
raspberries; and the air reeked with the smell of fruit and stale coffee,
beer and sarsaparilla and fried potatoes.</p>
<p>Even the shops that were closed offered, through wide expanses of
plate-glass, hints of hidden riches. In some, waves of silk and ribbon
broke over shores of imitation moss from which ravishing hats rose like
tropical orchids. In others, the pink throats of gramophones opened their
giant convolutions in a soundless chorus; or bicycles shining in neat
ranks seemed to await the signal of an invisible starter; or tiers of
fancy-goods in leatherette and paste and celluloid dangled their insidious
graces; and, in one vast bay that seemed to project them into exciting
contact with the public, wax ladies in daring dresses chatted elegantly,
or, with gestures intimate yet blameless, pointed to their pink corsets
and transparent hosiery.</p>
<p>Presently Harney found that his watch had stopped, and turned in at a
small jeweller's shop which chanced to still be open. While the watch was
being examined Charity leaned over the glass counter where, on a
background of dark blue velvet, pins, rings, and brooches glittered like
the moon and stars. She had never seen jewellry so near by, and she longed
to lift the glass lid and plunge her hand among the shining treasures. But
already Harney's watch was repaired, and he laid his hand on her arm and
drew her from her dream.</p>
<p>"Which do you like best?" he asked leaning over the counter at her side.</p>
<p>"I don't know...." She pointed to a gold lily-of-the-valley with white
flowers.</p>
<p>"Don't you think the blue pin's better?" he suggested, and immediately she
saw that the lily of the valley was mere trumpery compared to the small
round stone, blue as a mountain lake, with little sparks of light all
round it. She coloured at her want of discrimination.</p>
<p>"It's so lovely I guess I was afraid to look at it," she said.</p>
<p>He laughed, and they went out of the shop; but a few steps away he
exclaimed: "Oh, by Jove, I forgot something," and turned back and left her
in the crowd. She stood staring down a row of pink gramophone throats till
he rejoined her and slipped his arm through hers.</p>
<p>"You mustn't be afraid of looking at the blue pin any longer, because it
belongs to you," he said; and she felt a little box being pressed into her
hand. Her heart gave a leap of joy, but it reached her lips only in a shy
stammer. She remembered other girls whom she had heard planning to extract
presents from their fellows, and was seized with a sudden dread lest
Harney should have imagined that she had leaned over the pretty things in
the glass case in the hope of having one given to her....</p>
<p>A little farther down the street they turned in at a glass doorway opening
on a shining hall with a mahogany staircase, and brass cages in its
corners. "We must have something to eat," Harney said; and the next moment
Charity found herself in a dressing-room all looking-glass and lustrous
surfaces, where a party of showy-looking girls were dabbing on powder and
straightening immense plumed hats. When they had gone she took courage to
bathe her hot face in one of the marble basins, and to straighten her own
hat-brim, which the parasols of the crowd had indented. The dresses in the
shops had so impressed her that she scarcely dared look at her reflection;
but when she did so, the glow of her face under her cherry-coloured hat,
and the curve of her young shoulders through the transparent muslin,
restored her courage; and when she had taken the blue brooch from its box
and pinned it on her bosom she walked toward the restaurant with her head
high, as if she had always strolled through tessellated halls beside young
men in flannels.</p>
<p>Her spirit sank a little at the sight of the slim-waisted waitresses in
black, with bewitching mob-caps on their haughty heads, who were moving
disdainfully between the tables. "Not f'r another hour," one of them
dropped to Harney in passing; and he stood doubtfully glancing about him.</p>
<p>"Oh, well, we can't stay sweltering here," he decided; "let's try
somewhere else—" and with a sense of relief Charity followed him
from that scene of inhospitable splendour.</p>
<p>That "somewhere else" turned out—after more hot tramping, and
several failures—to be, of all things, a little open-air place in a
back street that called itself a French restaurant, and consisted in two
or three rickety tables under a scarlet-runner, between a patch of zinnias
and petunias and a big elm bending over from the next yard. Here they
lunched on queerly flavoured things, while Harney, leaning back in a
crippled rocking-chair, smoked cigarettes between the courses and poured
into Charity's glass a pale yellow wine which he said was the very same
one drank in just such jolly places in France.</p>
<p>Charity did not think the wine as good as sarsaparilla, but she sipped a
mouthful for the pleasure of doing what he did, and of fancying herself
alone with him in foreign countries. The illusion was increased by their
being served by a deep-bosomed woman with smooth hair and a pleasant
laugh, who talked to Harney in unintelligible words, and seemed amazed and
overjoyed at his answering her in kind. At the other tables other people
sat, mill-hands probably, homely but pleasant looking, who spoke the same
shrill jargon, and looked at Harney and Charity with friendly eyes; and
between the table-legs a poodle with bald patches and pink eyes nosed
about for scraps, and sat up on his hind legs absurdly.</p>
<p>Harney showed no inclination to move, for hot as their corner was, it was
at least shaded and quiet; and, from the main thoroughfares came the
clanging of trolleys, the incessant popping of torpedoes, the jingle of
street-organs, the bawling of megaphone men and the loud murmur of
increasing crowds. He leaned back, smoking his cigar, patting the dog, and
stirring the coffee that steamed in their chipped cups. "It's the real
thing, you know," he explained; and Charity hastily revised her previous
conception of the beverage.</p>
<p>They had made no plans for the rest of the day, and when Harney asked her
what she wanted to do next she was too bewildered by rich possibilities to
find an answer. Finally she confessed that she longed to go to the Lake,
where she had not been taken on her former visit, and when he answered,
"Oh, there's time for that—it will be pleasanter later," she
suggested seeing some pictures like the ones Mr. Miles had taken her to.
She thought Harney looked a little disconcerted; but he passed his fine
handkerchief over his warm brow, said gaily, "Come along, then," and rose
with a last pat for the pink-eyed dog.</p>
<p>Mr. Miles's pictures had been shown in an austere Y.M.C.A. hall, with
white walls and an organ; but Harney led Charity to a glittering place—everything
she saw seemed to glitter—where they passed, between immense
pictures of yellow-haired beauties stabbing villains in evening dress,
into a velvet-curtained auditorium packed with spectators to the last
limit of compression. After that, for a while, everything was merged in
her brain in swimming circles of heat and blinding alternations of light
and darkness. All the world has to show seemed to pass before her in a
chaos of palms and minarets, charging cavalry regiments, roaring lions,
comic policemen and scowling murderers; and the crowd around her, the
hundreds of hot sallow candy-munching faces, young, old, middle-aged, but
all kindled with the same contagious excitement, became part of the
spectacle, and danced on the screen with the rest.</p>
<p>Presently the thought of the cool trolley-run to the Lake grew
irresistible, and they struggled out of the theatre. As they stood on the
pavement, Harney pale with the heat, and even Charity a little confused by
it, a young man drove by in an electric run-about with a calico band
bearing the words: "Ten dollars to take you round the Lake." Before
Charity knew what was happening, Harney had waved a hand, and they were
climbing in. "Say, for twenny-five I'll run you out to see the ball-game
and back," the driver proposed with an insinuating grin; but Charity said
quickly: "Oh, I'd rather go rowing on the Lake." The street was so
thronged that progress was slow; but the glory of sitting in the little
carriage while it wriggled its way between laden omnibuses and trolleys
made the moments seem too short. "Next turn is Lake Avenue," the young man
called out over his shoulder; and as they paused in the wake of a big
omnibus groaning with Knights of Pythias in cocked hats and swords,
Charity looked up and saw on the corner a brick house with a conspicuous
black and gold sign across its front. "Dr. Merkle; Private Consultations
at all hours. Lady Attendants," she read; and suddenly she remembered Ally
Hawes's words: "The house was at the corner of Wing Street and Lake
Avenue... there's a big black sign across the front...." Through all the
heat and the rapture a shiver of cold ran over her.</p>
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